Author: billyjoycreus
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Codename:BESTFRIEND*
February 17, 2015 at 3:51pm Maybe I’m the worst “best friend” anyone could have. In my 22 years of existence, I had already accumulated a bunch of what they call “best friend”. My #1 saw me in undies. Received slaps and punches because I was too selfish a sister to my brother. He was just…
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Cease the Moment
September 9, 2014 at 9:34am It lies between the blink of an eye and one count of my breath. It is somewhere along the ‘lub’ in my heartbeat, or maybe, just maybe it’s in the second I grit my teeth because brackets are causing them unbearable pang that I cringe. Or maybe worse than that,…
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Beyb, you are enough.
September 22, 2014 at 9:14am It was a figure I saw from afar. Despite the distance, I was more than sure it was you. It’s the same petite body I knew since I was 14. The same young girl-like that I talked to one cold night of August in 2013. Maybe I really know you…
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Attracting Sappho
August 27, 2014 at 6:47pm It was at that time she was dating the popular Eugin. I can always see their palms fixed with each others’. He touches her waist, and she does not resist. I wonder. Days and days by our backyard that they put their hands and lips and bodies together. Until one…
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i remember the boy(s), but i don’t remember the f–
It’s been a pretty rough delusion-ship (I made that up for the sake of this narrative) journey in my adult life. I have fallen in love with far too many men (or guys – not sure yet what’s more appropriate here) that never really were my boyfriend. Funny thing is, I got brokenhearted.. and we…
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Ang Rosas ng Munting Prinsipe
April 3, 2015 at 3:28am “Lagi ka na lang galit! Mga maliliit na bagay ay pinalalaki mo!” Gayon na lamang ang gigil sa galit ng Munting Prinsipe. Ni hindi nagawang bumuka ng bibig ng Rosas. Marahil ay pagkakamali nga niya iyon. Dahil sa kanyang pagkamakasarili ay napuno na ang Munting Prinsipe. “Ayoko nang makita ka..”…
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All the Girls but Me
October 28, 2014 at 2:23pm I couldn’t agree more, It wasn’t painful. I saw him. I saw him in love with someone else. I read that. I read that he is happy with her. “her” isn’t me, and can never be me. I couldn’t agree more, It wasn’t painful. He loved all the girls but…
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the gone grit
I was out with friends last night as I found myself yet again explaining my inactivity, almost-indolent kind of performance at work. I am fairly sure the stories I tell myself (and of others) are not mere excuses, instead are reevaluation and view on hindsight of the past years of my life. Narrating with my…
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the turbulent thirties
Who ever decided that a woman’s life has expiration? I’m turning 33 in a few weeks time. It’s always been a gift and a privilege for me to celebrate my birthday. When younger peeps ask me how it feels, I basically have the same, almost templated, response: my 30s, by far, are the best years,…
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A Woman to Me
July 4, 2014 at 7:52pm She is a chubby girl. No, I would say, fat. She is a fat girl. Her curves would have been the most obvious asset her body can offer, but over, above and beyond, she can offer her heart. And yes, her heart might have been broken over and over, but…
theWAISwoman 💪 